adsence me peise kama raha hu isse jyada aur kya motivaion chahiye. pehele hota to thik tha lekin aab to diraction mill gaya he na . overthinking se kuch bhi kaam nhi hota he ye mene job kar kar samaj liya. sabse bada dusman he overthinking . thora thinking sahi he lekin faltu ki duniya bhar ki negative seeje sochne se kuch kaam nehi aati. soochna he to kaam ke bich me ya kisi bhi ek time me sochunga, har waqt nehi. mujhe subah subah hi apna dimag chalane ke liye writing karna chahiye. lekin ye saab journal aur gyan ki baate likhne se kuch nehi hoga. kuch aisa likhna hoga jisse turant kaam me lag jau. bahar mere umar ke aur mere jeise samaj ke loog lage hue he apne apne kaam me. me ye saab kisse bol raha hu nehi pata. sayad khud ke andar supa hua motivaion sources nikal raha hu. me nehi chahta ki mera is blog ko koi padhe. ye mera personal feelings he jo sayad sabke andar hota he lekin saab mere jeisa likhne ka saukeen nehi hota isiliye ye thora alag sa lag sakta he. lekin j...